Archive for May, 2010


Yosemite 2010

I’ve been meaning to blog about my mini-vacation to Yosemite but since it has been a few weeks I don’t know that I have much to say anymore. One of my friends from grad school whom I hadn’t seen in a couple of years was coming to the area and wondered if I’d be interested in heading out to Yosemite for a few days. I *heart* Yosemite so I wasn’t going to pass up on the opportunity to go hiking with her.

Half Dome

It was my third Yosemite trip and the only time I was there longer than a weekend. I found Yosemite as enchanting as usual but I can’t say that this trip was my favorite. Even though we were there for four days, I found our time there a bit stressful – partly due to the lousy weather and partly due to our accommodations. It rained the first couple of days we were there and it was really cold, especially at night.

Curry Village

It was nice to see some snow but I really hate being outside when it is cold. All of my exercise respiratory issues seem to worsen in the cold and I end up hiking with a non-stop runny nose. Not fun. We stayed in a heated tent cabin in Curry Village, which was like a few steps up from camping but not enough steps up for me to not wish I was staying in a hotel. Don’t get me wrong – the heated tent cabins in Curry Village are great for people who like to camp. I don’t like camping. I love being outside hiking all day and getting dirty and sweaty but after a long day of hiking, I want to come back to a warm room with a clean comfy bed and a nice clean hot shower. I don’t want to unload all of my food and toiletries into a bear locker. I don’t want to sleep with layers of blankets. I don’t want to use a communal shower facility. I don’t want to have to wear my boots and bundle up just to use the bathroom in the middle of the night.

lonely boy

Now I knew about all of these things before we went since I had been camping once before with some of my grad school friends (well, I had forgotten about the bathroom in the middle of the night problem) but I think part of me wondered if I’d enjoy camping (and yes I know Curry Village does not count as camping) now that I was into hiking and enjoying the outdoors (something I wasn’t into when we went camping in grad school). Umm, I still don’t get it. All that stuff just feels more stressful to me than relaxing or fun. On the plus side, this was my first stay inside the park, which made the experience far more convenient. I’ll have to make sure that I always stay in the park (and in a hotel :) when I venture out there again.

We managed to get some great hikes in: Hite Cove (just outside of Yosemite), Mist Trail to the top of Vernal Falls, Lower Yosemite Falls, Columbia Rock, Mirror Lake, and Inspiration Point. The waterfalls were pretty amazing this time of the year but I think we missed the height of wildflower season. I really hated the hike to Vernal Falls. I have an unexplained fear of rocky trails and the 600 rock steps (in rainy weather, on top of the usual mist from the falls) were pretty scary for me. I am glad I had purchased a couple of trekking poles from REI right before the trip because they made me feel more comfortable (I was still terrified and stressed). Hiking to Columbia Rock and Inspiration Point were my favorite of the trip, and a couple of my favorite hikes ever. It was my first time hiking to Columbia Point and my second attempt hiking the Inspiration Point Trail. When I hiked the Inspiration Point Trail last year, I found it rather underwhelming – but that was because my friend (a different friend from grad school) and I made it to the top but didn’t actually make it to the Inspiration Point, which was rather inspiring. I’m glad we found it this time around so that I can actually appreciate the trail.

Overall, I’m really glad I took a few days off work and got to enjoy Yosemite one more time. I feel really blessed to live so close (a mere four hours!) to such a gem. I’m hoping to visit Mariposa Grove during my next visit, whenever that may be. And one of these days I’ll make it out to Sequoia & Kings Canyon National Parks.

80.6

What a great way to start the weekend – I finally got to 80 pounds! Technically, I’m down 80.6 pounds since January 2007, which is pretty amazing given this statistic:

Only about 20 percent of obese or overweight people who lose at least 10 percent of their initial body weight can keep it off for at least a year.

I don’t have much else to say other than I’m pretty excited and proud of myself. Yay me!

Can’t wait for 90.

ONE MORE TIME!

I’ve got a perfect body, but sometimes I forget
I’ve got a perfect body, ’cause my eyelashes catch my sweat
- Regina Spektor – Folding Chair

I haven’t hit the 80 pound mark yet but I’m getting very close. I won’t say how close I am because I don’t really want to jinx myself. I’ve even been debating this post the last week or so because I’m worried that by blogging about it, it won’t actually happen. Silly, I know.

In any case, I’m really hoping that I get to 80 pounds sometime this week or next. It feels like I’m inching towards the 80 pound mark but I’m feeling more excited than frustrated (sort of like that feeling when you’re looking forward to something exciting like a vacation). Part of the excitement is that I’ve broken through to a set of numbers on the scale that I haven’t seen in a long time. If my memory is correct, I’m now back to what I weighed as a freshman in high school. It is exciting to think about what that really means for me as an adult, not a 15 year old kid. Sometimes I look back to when I had reached my highest weight at 25 or 26 years old. Even though I wanted more than anything to be normal, I don’t know that I really believed that it was possible to get to where I am right now. I’m proud of what I’ve done but I do get frustrated thinking about how much more I’ve got to go. I *hate* that even with all the weight I’ve lost I’m still viewed as just another fat person. I keep thinking that I’ve lost all this weight and I’m still in the same category. I just wish that it was apparent to other people that I’m now this really healthy active person.

I have to remind myself that when I was 26, I probably would have given anything to be where I am right now. In fact, I think I used to get annoyed by people who are at my current weight and whined about being fat. The 26 year old version of me would have smacked the 30 year old version of me and told her to shut up and stop whining. And it is funny to think that I was miserable in this body at 15 and here I am fifteen years later and just so thrilled to have this same body back. I can look at myself in the mirror and be amazed by little things (like how my neck and shoulders look) and just feel so blessed that I somehow made it happen.

Perspective is a funny thing (my HCI education is compelling me to make a reference of looking at things through a different “lens”).

But despite all the mixed feelings that this number is bringing up, I really am looking forward to getting to 80 – mostly because I really want to do the following things:

  • Donate 80 pounds of food. I’ve been thinking for a while that I wanted to do this once I reached my goal weight but since my goal weight is still far off, I want to do it now! I actually want to try to do this for every ten pounds that I lose until my goal weight. So once I get to 90 pounds, I want to donate another 90 pounds of food. Now some of you may remind me that food pantries would be better off with me making a donation rather than buying the food myself from the grocery store but WHAT FUN WOULD THAT BE?!? There is an emotional component here – I need to see what 80 pounds of food looks like. I need to collect it, weigh it, and carry it in.
  • Get a 90 minute hot stone massage. I’ve never had a hot stone massage before so I really want to try it.
  • Buy an 8th water bottle. I’ve been collecting SIGG water bottles to represent my weight loss – one for each 10 pounds. Since I drink a lot of water, it is a fun little collection.
  • Buy new running shoes. My running shoes could probably go for another month or two (I bought my current pair right before my injury so I don’t have a good sense of how much mileage I’ve put on them) but I figured that would be a nice (and pretty useful) treat.
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